LOVE KNOWS NO DISTANCE OR BOUNDS

My husband Brian has just had a traumatic operation. I love and miss him so much.

I am so very fortunate to have him,my daughter and grandchildren in my life. My daughter recently gave birth this month to my second grandchild and I feel so blessed despite knowing my lymph nodes have metasized into my breast and into another part of my body.

My husband is at Papworth after having his chest opened up to operate on. The Lord YHWH through his son YESHUA MESSIAH have heard my prayers and blessed me with his life. I love them above all else and they know it but my earth family including my parents are gifted to me to express my love but my love for YHWH & YESHUA MESSIAH is so much greater and they know what we need even if we do not know what we require

They know our needs and wants even before we do...They know our thoughts and feelings before we speak them. We must always seek out their love and even if we do not know their plans for us and we feel we do not understand. They know our strengths and weakness like I am ill and need my earthly family and despite all three having had heart surgery. They have given them back to me knowing that I am going to need them all the more for the trial I am going to endure and I have to trust that Their will is the Divine will and YESHUA MESSIAH goes to YHWH on our behalf securing our prescence through Divine Love that is not yet understood here on Earth. I am blessed with the GREATEST LOVE OF ALL that can only be felt if you give your love and life to them completely. YOU ARE NOT WORSHIPPING SATAN as others would have you to believe. I was given a vision that most of you have been deceived. YHWH (OUR HEAVENLY FATHER) AND YESHUA MESSIAH (CHRIST JESUS AND CHRIST OUR LORD) we are taught to fear as they only turn their back on us when we reject them. Satan is real and the deceiver and will do anything to capture the souls of the chosen if were possible.

Love knows no distance or bounds and we must forgive those who trespass against us ( those who do us wrong)and we must forgive ourselves and ask for forgiveness from those whom we have trespassed against even if not aware.

Love those who do you wrong and THEY will love you more.

Love is out of Satan's hands and is more powerful than he is and LOVE encompasses many sins and brings us sinners closer to THEM.

The photo is of our tenth wedding anniversary. The woman laughing in the photo was plotting to get us evicted and claimed we turned on her. She lied and schemed with her family to get us evicted and she plotted from this day to get us evicted so she could have our china cabinets. I sat "Good for her and I forgive you".  She was given that forgiveness by means that only her and I know how. I can't take those cabinets with me and she will only have them for a little while. She was 65 when this was taken and she is almost 70 now. I do not care if she slanders us as I care for her salvation which I fear she has rejected.

You must love the transgressor or transgressors. However, THEY will use her without her knowing to serve them and to save her soul before her end is near.

I love all of you but I love YHWH & YESHUA MESSIAH MORE. They will bless you if you turn to them.

TRUST THE LORD

   Last year was full of tragedy and it started when my neighbour told my husband that she intended to get us out at any cost and she did not care what happened to us. I have suffered with spastic paraplegia, bladder retention, CKD 3 and there is debate about the Leaukemia. However, I have Lepidermitosclerosis. The latter means that my legs swell up, go hard, red, scaly, and painful. I am at high risk of DVT (Deep Vein Thrombosis). The latter was diagnosed only recently.


  My neighbour claimed that I was feigning my illness. My neighbour managed to get us in court on hearsay and there were no facts presented in the case. My husband and I were forced to plead guilty, by our so called legal person, and if we did not do, as was instructed-we were going to lose our home anyway; basically, a no  win situation. We were not only being harassed by my  neighbour constantly, which nobody cared to listen and not only were we treated vehemently by the ABATE team of Norwich City Council-the barrister of Norwich City Council could have been  Faust. He controlled the trial and no matter if we told the truth, it would be a lie. This is what he made clear to us in court and the final edge was when he called the Bible a lie. 


  I must have hit mental melt-down, as I passed out in court. The clanger was when the barrister said that he had it from a reliable source that somebody had been sleeping in our  cooker and washing machine. I KID YOU NOT...! 


  After I took an overdose, Stonham was called in-they took it to another judge. Unfortunately, a district and not a circuit judge. According to Judge Sparrow (no relation)-it should not have gotten into court, as the plaintiffs reports were so inconsistent with the fact and that no time was our health considered.


  November 11, 2011 was the turning point in our lives. We found ourselves in a motel, until February 28th of this year being 2012. My husband and I was together, as husband and wife, until I got ill and am now in a residential care home being well looked after...but forever, worrying about my husband. However, I have faith that we will be together again one day. 


  This blog is going to be a journal of our lives from the start of this blog, until we are rehoused and I have my own computer and get back online again. I pray day and night for my husband and I are reunited again.  I am lucky to be in a place, where I can be looked after and get my medicines regularly, but it would be wonderful, if my husband were with me. I may still need nursing care, when we are rehoused, but I won't complain. My husband is a good primary carer, but he is two years off of being 60 and is going to soon have care needs of his home. He is living rough  and it does worry me, but he lives by faith and tries to read his bible without his reading glasses. Our love for one another is stronger than ever, but being apart is hard in that we miss praying together and being in each others' arms. 


  At the end of the day; my neighbour may have destroyed our home, but our love for one another is stronger than ever and although we are apart physically,we are together spiritually.  TRUE LOVE CAN CONQUER ANY TRIALS THAT IT FACES and our love is as 'true' as it can get. 


  I appreciate the care home allowing me use of the computer to blog this journal and I hope that this blog will be evidence of the LOVE OF CHRIST AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER and how our love for them and each other will bring us through  this ordeal. 


  I will continue writing a little bit each day and I hope that those whose lives are in turmoil will see that they are not alone and that life may be hard and cruel, but with faith-even a little bit, life will not be cruel for long, and that we can overcome the odds. I have faith that the Lord is looking after my husband.  I have to have faith that he is looking after my husband, as he is physically on his own; except, with some help from another source, but that he is protected. 


 What we lose in this life; we gain in the after-life. There are many worlds that we can inhabit after this one, but we have to live by faith and love one another in this one as my dad says about the Bible. [B.I.B.L.E.-Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth]