LOVE KNOWS NO DISTANCE OR BOUNDS

My husband Brian has just had a traumatic operation. I love and miss him so much.

I am so very fortunate to have him,my daughter and grandchildren in my life. My daughter recently gave birth this month to my second grandchild and I feel so blessed despite knowing my lymph nodes have metasized into my breast and into another part of my body.

My husband is at Papworth after having his chest opened up to operate on. The Lord YHWH through his son YESHUA MESSIAH have heard my prayers and blessed me with his life. I love them above all else and they know it but my earth family including my parents are gifted to me to express my love but my love for YHWH & YESHUA MESSIAH is so much greater and they know what we need even if we do not know what we require

They know our needs and wants even before we do...They know our thoughts and feelings before we speak them. We must always seek out their love and even if we do not know their plans for us and we feel we do not understand. They know our strengths and weakness like I am ill and need my earthly family and despite all three having had heart surgery. They have given them back to me knowing that I am going to need them all the more for the trial I am going to endure and I have to trust that Their will is the Divine will and YESHUA MESSIAH goes to YHWH on our behalf securing our prescence through Divine Love that is not yet understood here on Earth. I am blessed with the GREATEST LOVE OF ALL that can only be felt if you give your love and life to them completely. YOU ARE NOT WORSHIPPING SATAN as others would have you to believe. I was given a vision that most of you have been deceived. YHWH (OUR HEAVENLY FATHER) AND YESHUA MESSIAH (CHRIST JESUS AND CHRIST OUR LORD) we are taught to fear as they only turn their back on us when we reject them. Satan is real and the deceiver and will do anything to capture the souls of the chosen if were possible.

Love knows no distance or bounds and we must forgive those who trespass against us ( those who do us wrong)and we must forgive ourselves and ask for forgiveness from those whom we have trespassed against even if not aware.

Love those who do you wrong and THEY will love you more.

Love is out of Satan's hands and is more powerful than he is and LOVE encompasses many sins and brings us sinners closer to THEM.

The photo is of our tenth wedding anniversary. The woman laughing in the photo was plotting to get us evicted and claimed we turned on her. She lied and schemed with her family to get us evicted and she plotted from this day to get us evicted so she could have our china cabinets. I sat "Good for her and I forgive you".  She was given that forgiveness by means that only her and I know how. I can't take those cabinets with me and she will only have them for a little while. She was 65 when this was taken and she is almost 70 now. I do not care if she slanders us as I care for her salvation which I fear she has rejected.

You must love the transgressor or transgressors. However, THEY will use her without her knowing to serve them and to save her soul before her end is near.

I love all of you but I love YHWH & YESHUA MESSIAH MORE. They will bless you if you turn to them.

WHEN THOSE YOU LOVE ARE ILL

My husband was recently diagnosed with angina.  He came over bad while visiting me at the care home. I sensed something was wrong and suspected a heart attack.

The following Wednesday, he got taken into hospital with a confirmed diagnosis of a heart attack. As his wife;needless to say, I was in tears.

I have been his only visitor to see him at the hospital besides the chaplain.  There was one other who saw him before me and she attacked the staff. Brian was put in CORONARY CARE UNIT a couple of days later. He does not blame his visitor. However, I reserve my doubts on that one. So as I am his wife they would only allow me to see him.

He was sent to PAPWORTH hospital.
He was then found to need a triple bypass,as confirmed by the Norfolk and Norwich University hospital. I could not be with him. I used up my resources as I am in a Care Home to ring him and give him comfort.

Brian had his operation yesterday. I was worried sick about him the whole time. I felt like I was the only one who cared about my beloved husband. The man who cares about people like I do.

I had support off of residents and staff but nothing from those whom he cared about. He knows how I have been feeling but to the others not a peep asking if I had heard from him and about how he was after the operation. Brian has told them only communication from me.

The one who attacked the nurses even he was worried about her more than she was him. She actually thought he was not ill even when the nurses tried to tell her. When I text her to let her know how he is and how he was feeling. I got accused of attacking her leaving me with regret about updating her when he was concerned about her.

Now he will get nasty texts about me on his phone upsetting my husband whom he thought regarded him as a brother. He does not need her attacking me because she read my texts wrong.

Again, I regret texting her at all if she is going to keep perceiving my texts as attacks. My husband does not need it and neither do I.

My husband was concerned about her and so am I despite how ill we are and how ill he has been. I am having pain under my arms and under my right breast. Some of the lymph nodes are hard so I am quite ill and have CKD2/3 and Spastic Paraplegia and did have CLL on my notes and three nodes found in my right breast. I do not complain but must inform my carers.

I am fortunate in that I am in a good care home with caring staff who think a lot of me and my husband.

My faith in YHWH and YESHUA MESSIAH has got me through this more than anybody.