Showing posts with label faith. Show all posts
Showing posts with label faith. Show all posts

Thursday, 2 May 2013

BAD NEWS IS NOT ALWAYS BAD

I found out today that I have a severe UTI and now I may have bowel cancer and my husband had to have a heart trace. Despite Brian and I being forced to live apart our love is as strong as ever.

We may be under seperate rooves but our hearts beat the same song. The judge and barrister were wicked with what they done to my husband and myself.

I put my trust and faith in the Lord who sacrificed for our salvation. He put himself on the cross was tortured and never blamed His Father,our Heavenly Father and took it for all our sins and our salvation.

No matter how bad things are; or when they go bad just remember that YHWH gave us His son in the flesh to bear up all our sins and was resurrected in glory and ascended to come again soon to live with us and that day is coming.

One in every ten people is going to be able to afford a mortgage. The rest will be homeless like Brian and myself and those other nine householders are going to lose more than just property but if you keep your eye on Him then He will give you comfort and grace and your faith will strengthen you.

Tuesday, 3 April 2012

I AM SEEING THAT THE TRUTH IS WORKING IT'S WAY INTO OUR LIVES

Today is the 3rd of April and coming upon the most important time of the year. Remembering Christ's crucifixion and resurrection, which brought about our redemption.


I wish I had my own computer[s], as there would be so much that me and my family would do to spread the truth where truth is being denied. The last casualty of war is truth and that is no truer a word spoken; unfortunately, the last time I heard it said it came from somebody, who had lies spreading from his mouth to where you never knew if a truth came out of his mouth. However, that expression is probably the most truthful and only truthful words that the person in question knows.


This person loves destroying peoples' lives-it is wicked. He did not see people, but reward; or some satisfaction that to me makes no sense what so ever. You can not enjoy destroying people for your satisfaction that is sadistic. 


Anyway, Truth is it's own reward and in this case it is it's own reward. We are finding that our rights have been eroded in so many ways and it goes without saying that we have to hang onto our faith and the truth; and most of all put our trust in the Lord and we will overcome. 


Do not let anybody push you down-just stay calm and pray and sit back and watch His wonders to perform. Christ is not a myth, but a reality and we know that if we keep our eyes and hearts on Him then He will go to the Father and bring us the hope  that we need in our lives. We may not know where it comes from-just that it is so.


Remember why he was persecuted and like Christ-our faith was put on trial. I am not sure what it was; but it felt like the Bible and my belief was put on trial. It does not matter-my love for Him and the Father has never waned

Thursday, 22 March 2012

TRUST THE LORD

   Last year was full of tragedy and it started when my neighbour told my husband that she intended to get us out at any cost and she did not care what happened to us. I have suffered with spastic paraplegia, bladder retention, CKD 3 and there is debate about the Leaukemia. However, I have Lepidermitosclerosis. The latter means that my legs swell up, go hard, red, scaly, and painful. I am at high risk of DVT (Deep Vein Thrombosis). The latter was diagnosed only recently.


  My neighbour claimed that I was feigning my illness. My neighbour managed to get us in court on hearsay and there were no facts presented in the case. My husband and I were forced to plead guilty, by our so called legal person, and if we did not do, as was instructed-we were going to lose our home anyway; basically, a no  win situation. We were not only being harassed by my  neighbour constantly, which nobody cared to listen and not only were we treated vehemently by the ABATE team of Norwich City Council-the barrister of Norwich City Council could have been  Faust. He controlled the trial and no matter if we told the truth, it would be a lie. This is what he made clear to us in court and the final edge was when he called the Bible a lie. 


  I must have hit mental melt-down, as I passed out in court. The clanger was when the barrister said that he had it from a reliable source that somebody had been sleeping in our  cooker and washing machine. I KID YOU NOT...! 


  After I took an overdose, Stonham was called in-they took it to another judge. Unfortunately, a district and not a circuit judge. According to Judge Sparrow (no relation)-it should not have gotten into court, as the plaintiffs reports were so inconsistent with the fact and that no time was our health considered.


  November 11, 2011 was the turning point in our lives. We found ourselves in a motel, until February 28th of this year being 2012. My husband and I was together, as husband and wife, until I got ill and am now in a residential care home being well looked after...but forever, worrying about my husband. However, I have faith that we will be together again one day. 


  This blog is going to be a journal of our lives from the start of this blog, until we are rehoused and I have my own computer and get back online again. I pray day and night for my husband and I are reunited again.  I am lucky to be in a place, where I can be looked after and get my medicines regularly, but it would be wonderful, if my husband were with me. I may still need nursing care, when we are rehoused, but I won't complain. My husband is a good primary carer, but he is two years off of being 60 and is going to soon have care needs of his home. He is living rough  and it does worry me, but he lives by faith and tries to read his bible without his reading glasses. Our love for one another is stronger than ever, but being apart is hard in that we miss praying together and being in each others' arms. 


  At the end of the day; my neighbour may have destroyed our home, but our love for one another is stronger than ever and although we are apart physically,we are together spiritually.  TRUE LOVE CAN CONQUER ANY TRIALS THAT IT FACES and our love is as 'true' as it can get. 


  I appreciate the care home allowing me use of the computer to blog this journal and I hope that this blog will be evidence of the LOVE OF CHRIST AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER and how our love for them and each other will bring us through  this ordeal. 


  I will continue writing a little bit each day and I hope that those whose lives are in turmoil will see that they are not alone and that life may be hard and cruel, but with faith-even a little bit, life will not be cruel for long, and that we can overcome the odds. I have faith that the Lord is looking after my husband.  I have to have faith that he is looking after my husband, as he is physically on his own; except, with some help from another source, but that he is protected. 


 What we lose in this life; we gain in the after-life. There are many worlds that we can inhabit after this one, but we have to live by faith and love one another in this one as my dad says about the Bible. [B.I.B.L.E.-Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth]